Twins
She has a dream and she has the same dream.
She says moon and she says moon and both put their she-phones
to their chests.
She says in my dream I slept between your mattress and box spring
and she nods and she hears
her nod.
She says I was in the blue dress before you put it on
and after you put it on, like a soft paper flower she says
and she says yes, like a soft paper flower.
She nestles the phone in her crotch and she nestles the phone
in her crotch
and the pubic hairs say it was warm in the dream.
She puts her face against
the cool window and they play
where's my face and she guesses against the cool window.
She says I hung up the phone an hour ago and she says
I hung up the phone last year and still
we go on talking
she says and she says we go on talking even while I am dead
and even while I am coming
back to life.
She is two places at once and she is two places at once
which is four places at once.
She has to go back to sleep now and she
has to go back to sleep now.
She says are you asleep now and she says
yes and are you asleep now
and she says yes and they go on talking about being asleep now.
She has a dream and she has the same dream and in the dream
she is dreaming what she dreams and
she is dreaming what she dreams.
Then it rains.
The collector
The museum of
pieces of things left over when other things are put back together opens at nine. I work in the coat room with Ellen who is
from Boise. We hold hands inside the pockets of long black coats. I would stand taller if I wore the night on my back. My
favorite exhibit is the flutter, a theoretical particle they think god forgot to put back after a cigarette break from making
everything up. Ellen says Boise has a beautiful downtown, which means she smiles like the green center of a smallish metropolis.
Once, when they snapped the lights off, we hid in a pile of abandoned scarves. I felt I should name every forsaken neck. We
ran around the square places, the white declensions of walls and kissed among shy cotter pins. Our baby will dream of the
way it feels to look over a bridge at the moon on shattered water. They keep it in the room of jars of what is left when people
die and go back where we came from. The man who collects these emanations, these nicks in the air, has an extra left lapel.
We don't know how but why seems to be the carnation he wears to keep the other carnation company. Like his mother told him
once, as he slipped on his mittens to go to school, there can't be too many gardens. And he, being a good boy, listened.
-from This
Clumsy Living